I didn't sleep til around 2am this mroning. Didn't want to sleep. I was in bed, almost absolute darkness around me, and just try not to sleep. I think I was afraid of the fact that once I wake up, I'll ahve to face the day worth of work, and trying to actually achieve something. That stress me out.
I woke up at 12:45pm this afternoon, when dad's back from his English classes and charge into my room thinking I was sick. That gave me such a shock that I had to wait til my heart stop pounding before I got out of bed.
It's getting rather silly, the whole anxiety attack thing. But I can't really help it. If I can, I really would rather sleep. When I rather trade my sleep time with JUST that little more time before I have to greet reality with my open arm, I know I'm not feeling right.
I can only comfort myself all that much you know.
Anyway, at least today I made some code. I don't think I can make the code to do the testing and display for the new stuff I've done just yet. Need to think about how to make it all show. But for now, I'm happy with the fact I've done some work today.
*sigh*
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oh you poor thing! *hugs*
hope you get it all sorted out soon and go to sleeeeeeeeeeeep!! Insomnia is no fun!
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